emma

2010-07-22T14:35:00.002+08:00

life is hard.
being harmony is hard.
loving is hard.

2010-06-14T20:25:00.004+08:00

I'm back!!tioman was totally FUN!!!okay...let the pictures do the talking.=)

2010-06-10T13:21:00.002+08:00

i'll be going to tioman.weeee....~

i'll be back by sunday.updates are all on facebook.take care guys..!

2010-06-08T13:14:00.003+08:00

memang nyata mulut perempuan ade extra satu..sebab tu mulut kite tak boleh diam.
kalau "telur stengah masak" pulak,aku faham jgak sebab dah namanya stengah2.so dier ade unsur species perempuan jugak.
tapi laki2 yg straight plak,yg bukan gay,mulut dier mcm perempuan,mcm gay.?hmm....

I love alexander's music.weeee.....~ ^_^

2010-06-01T21:37:00.002+08:00

not in a good situation.life sucks for the mean time.i just have to keep my mouth shut while solving my problems..-_-

2010-05-31T13:14:00.004+08:00

weeee......!!i'm back everyone..!!it feels so good to be home..!i miss my piano,my guitar,and Alexander rybak..!
had a one nite trip to KL and i treated myself like a japanese tourist..LOL!
all the way,i was @ bukit Bintang and i overnight @ federal hotel.didnt go shopping,KLCC or even Masjid India.maybe next time.my upcoming trip will be Tioman.(and i swear I'll bring my guitar.)=D

(i'll be going ard next week.)

2010-05-29T02:32:00.003+08:00

what a long day today.

first of all,break a leg to my IT buddy who's going for further studies abroad and congrats to all my chef buddies who has gotten their jobs.now i'm left alone .. huhu.btw there's alot of things that i wanna say today.

i wanna save money for shopping and i thought of getting a new guitar.i'm focusing alot on piano now as i need alot of practice.i need to write at least 25 songs by this year(i'm just too lazy to write sometimes).

i want to belajar violin.hehe..mcm faham tp i want..!!

and i am soo in love with Alexander Rybak..!!!!!

i'll be preparing for 'O' by this upcoming june.so,take care peeps.!!^_^

2010-05-24T00:30:00.004+08:00

Let's Talk About My Health.
i'm having a chesty cough right now which is killin' me(though i cant hover about it anymore).
I need to stop *******.(but i cant.)

Let's Talk About My Daily Routine.=)
as you know,i love music and my daily routine is just about music.
play the piano,play the guitar,singing and writing my own songs everyday,one after another.(but somehow it's still not enough..)

i wanna play other instrument..!any ideas?hmm..violin?sax?drums?

2010-04-23T02:29:00.002+08:00

hey,i'm back on track.!

life is abit shitty for now.

i've been goin' out lately that i have no time to blog or even be a full-time internet user.

i miss my homeland,my pals back in singapore,my house,my neighbourhood kopitiam and the mcdonalds.=(

i wanna go home.=(

2010-02-12T15:00:00.001+08:00

Beatles forever yeah..

2010-01-28T13:29:00.002+08:00

i wonder if it's true love..?

why oh why oh why?

i'm in the middle of a karma and POP! goes the weasle.

2010-01-10T23:13:00.003+08:00

i have a problem which is i have nothing to blog cause my mind is being blocked.haha.

2009-12-25T16:14:00.004+08:00

me.

being the worst among the rest.
my aunts thinks that i'm ridiculous.
i'm not the smartest.
i hate being at this position.
it doesnt make a difference when i say somethin' or when i say nothin' at all.

I'm always the wrong one.

i feel so fucked-up.

i'm a fucker.

2009-12-18T15:58:00.007+08:00

feeling so down for a week.and there are so many hot guys down the pool yesterday(*drools*).huhu.but my ego and will is too strong that i ignored them.
miley.miley.miley.i wish i was miley.
and and i love zac efron's new hair.
and and happy belated birthday Baby V.

2009-12-12T23:55:00.002+08:00

I"M CRYING OUT LOUD RIGHT NOW!

MY HAIR!!!!!

FUCK THAT FUCKING MOTHER FUCKER PROFESSIONAL SHAMPOO.
FUCK THAT.FUCK THAT.

I WASTED TOO MUCH MONEY ON YOU.AND YET,YOU'VE MADE MY HAIR MORE AND MORE BRITTLE.BIIIIIAAAATCH.

okay..now i'm satisfied.

2009-12-04T22:44:00.004+08:00

7 things to say:

1)I'm havin fever.
2)i think tiger woods is gettin' pretty sick with his wife.
3)nick jonas' new single released: who i am.
4)i want blackberry curve.
5)i have a date with all my cousins on the 19.
6)new moon's movie suck.it's like WTF?though i cant resist taylor and rob.but dont worry,i am still a twilight saga fan.i loove the novels.
7)how i wish my allowance was 1k/month.haha!LMAO!

2009-12-01T14:59:00.006+08:00

hello Tuesday.=)

let's start with Twist&shout.(love The Beatles)
yesterday was a great day spending at the pool.
i've been twisting like a tornado inside the water.wohoo!haha.
and there's too many shouting yesterday.we had volleyball and water-catching.hehe!
i really had a great Monday.

World AIDS day is today,1st december 2009.

*bring me love..

2009-11-30T15:13:00.004+08:00

*Love has been brought upon me.it was just an accident and neither can i deny it.

"i'm a lover not a fighter."-michael jackson.
(from the song:The Girl is Mine- Paul Mccartney ft Michael Jackson)

2009-11-30T01:01:00.006+08:00

some random post for today.=P

look at these pictures carefully.
First picture:John lennon
second picture:Julian lennon
Third picture:Sean lennon

*they look the same!!omg!haha.
Julian and Sean sounded abit alike.how cool can that be..me and my sister doesnt even look alike and we came from the same mother.but they dont.cool....

2009-11-29T17:20:00.003+08:00

My Family.. ♥
i love my family more than anything else.

2009-11-26T02:09:00.003+08:00

i wanna make my wish come true.arrghhh...

i wanna go to US.(before two years time)
i wanna have a bumpy Hummer ride.
i wanna Travel as much as i can.
i wanna Do everything before anything happens!!*i'm crazy.i know.haha

It's in the middle of the night and i'm gonna get whackier.i'd better get some sleep now.in 3h time,i have to jog.

2009-11-25T17:59:00.002+08:00

Live life like there's no tomorrow.8)

2009-11-24T16:41:00.003+08:00

i remembered how i grow step-by-step as teenager.
it was funny.haha.really.when i was 9,i started singing.and that's when i first recognize my voice.but not totally cos my voice changes as i grow.but that was when my dad discovered that actually i could sing.when i was twelve,i took vocal classes.i love the theories and stuffs,but at the same time i get bored.i suddenly hate my voice.because i had difficulties in singing that time as i had my voice changes.
when i was thirteen,i got to know my voice.low,husky,mature voice.that's what people told me.at that moment i join a performing arts group.this was the funny part.i tend to get hot all the time.hot as in hot headed.i cant stop getting angry for minor conflicts.i get jealous all the time.HAHA!i think i have late puberty.that's why i kinda got this pea-brain thinking(plus i'm daddy's + mommy's girl.that's why!)

2008.i got hotter!haha!i get so annoyed so fast.i like to pick afight with my friends and stuffs that i even walk out of rehearsal(very irwan mahpoel!)without notice!haha!and during that year i had voice-changes again which was why i couldnt sing high notes.damn.haha.
so i decided that after my birthday,i get out from that group and did my final shows.
then syimah went out.then iqah.i think)then,i did performance again with them again as they pay me.LOL.I did hari raya performance.

i took a break.a damn long break.

now i'm back.and i'm on my own with guidance from the minor experience that i had,the experience i had as a friend,and as a student.
it doesnt matter what you've been.you dont have to be a leader everywhere.you dont have to be good all the time.what's important is learn everywhere we go.keep it low.think that we're forever amateur.but dont be an amateur.

i think this is just my beginning.8)

2009-11-22T22:30:00.000+08:00

this week has been a family day!i love it!yeah!haha..
well,cant wait for new moon this 1st dec.haha..sg on the 3rd!haha!
okay..i'm talking crap.wtv.

just camwhoring with my guitar jyeah.

*hey,mug!what are you?Starsky and Hutch?

2009-11-13T14:33:00.000+08:00

I miss my friends alot.

i miss abg Izarr, afiqah and syimah

I'm bored.I'm wanna go out.hah.
well actually hell yes!i'm going out.
going CS today as usual to catch a movie and coffeebean.
cya.

2009-11-12T20:11:00.000+08:00

I'd rather Die than being cured anyway.

2009-11-12T03:48:00.000+08:00

It's 3am in the morning and I cant sleep.hah.

2009-11-11T13:31:00.000+08:00

robert pattz.drools*

I'm soo not over him yet!

today,at this time,now,at this exact time of mine,everyone's having their afternoon sleep.cos in the evening,everyone will be like:

daddy's gonna go to work.
mommy's gonna bake.
siblings' gonna swim.
me,i'll be like sitting on the sofa,so still and staring at everyone's movement.

guess what,i cant eat meat,fried food,canned food,damn spicy food,eggs.damns.now all i have to eat is vegetables,fruits.i wanna cry..haha.and everyday i need to have this raddish juice.omg!its acidic and painful man!

is it even wrong wearing hoodies,a folded jeans and wayfarers around?

2009-11-11T01:32:00.000+08:00

waiting for my food.i'm hungry.
i have been taking home remedies for 'it' but i think i still need to go for surgery.

The past Contrary.

2009-11-10T06:08:00.000+08:00

walking away.

The past Contrary.

I just realized that we're never compatible being friends,that's why there's too much conflict.i get fumed up when it comes to you which i don't understand why.maybe this maybe that.I'm pampered.i admit that.during that 3years babe.it's all bcos of me.I learn as i grow.i'm mean towards you.i used to hate you.i know you can't forget what i did.cos i cant forget what i did too.that's why i'm still unsure of talking to you.cos you might still hate me.

this is the past.i'm not trying to bring up the past but i'm bringing up what i have in me now.that it is not the same anymore.i'm not her.I'm not the Siti Ummi Aymah you know.cos now i'm Emma Irwan.i still do what i usually do but i dont go around making other ppl's brain go haywire(haha),i dont need rivals,always love and not hate and Attitude problem was a long gone from my life.I'm sorry to say but i dont think you know me now but i hope that you can forgive me.Hey,no offense kay!I'm writing this because i just wanna play safe because i cant force you on anything and it's okay if you're not willing because you're afraid that i'll repeat it.my instincts always tells me,if you cant go on, leave.if you wanna proceed,stay and go on to the next level.so this time i cant choose so i'm leaving it all to you.not that i'm starting another conflict.chill! and yea,i'm opened minded and sometimes my mouth gets bitchy like gaymens.haha.

*daddy bought a guitar tuner.next stop,i felt like selling my acoustic piano for a Gibson es-325.

2009-11-09T14:33:00.000+08:00

i really had fun yesterday!really.met azyan=).and i loove the concert!!plus i love the bouquet of flowers.hehe.had fun going bugis then kallang then city hall.went for shopping at Bugis, had dinner at ThaiExpress(thanks to me!on behalf of),chilled at starbucks,enjoyed the concert and had fun hanging out again with azyan and naf. wanna hang out like yesterday again.i love the night.

i wanna take pictures again.

2009-11-06T14:02:00.001+08:00

I'm bored so i decided to put some pictures of my favourite cars here.

i've always wanted a pick-up.looks cool.=)i prefer black.

i've always wanted a range rover.edgy.haha.(craps!)

I'll buy this convertible if i stay single for the rest of my life!=)

2009-11-05T15:29:00.000+08:00

i've changed my hair colour again for the third time.haha.boredom.
i love Brunette+burgundy.=)hehe

okay so i'm meeting syimah on the 8th!I cant wait!!!!=)

today's post will be about my last nite dreams.haha

i dreamed that i had BMW M3 2007 convertible!RED one at that!HAH!
i Go GAGA when i woke up!!!

*i think i need to get low on ciggs.

2009-11-02T19:33:00.000+08:00

I've CHANGED.

because:

i realise that i dont wanna be someone who i'm not.
i realise that i'm better being me.
i will not work with F&B companies.
wherever i go in sg,my dad is with me.he accompanies me.

2009-10-24T18:11:00.000+08:00

i just came back from family outing today.
just gotten a Smart phone yesterday.yey!
was hoping to get busy again after this cos i hate staying at home.blurrks.
so i'll be going to my cuzzie's performance on the 1st nov at RP and going for "a date with rahimah rahim and friends" on the 8th nov(gosh,i've been spending on tickets!).cant wait to meet Baby V and kak Fiiez on the 1st.cant wait to meet afiqah and azhar and kak rozie on the 8th.seriously i'm too free for this week.not really free but it's just that my schedule is not so tight.so i think i'm gonna continue writing as much songs as i can.

to afiqah ,tnx for the picture honey.=)

*Quotes from the click five-Empty.
Maybe we're trying
Trying to hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're Empty

2009-10-20T13:07:00.000+08:00

hey!!i'm back on track! show's over and now i'm gonna concentrate on my music theory.anyway i would like to thank OMS for giving me the opportunity to work with them. it was fun.=)and i miss the times when we went for rehearsals,and always seeing their faces more casually than ever..and Project hope was a success.for the people who have donated for this charity event,thanks for your support.

Its great working together with him .Go Pencinta wanita!

My mom's pal,Anwar saran.also the legendary make-up artist in mediacorp.

abg Ibrahim tangkap lentok dengar lagu Isabella nampak!

Band Conductor Jais Minsawi.he's cute!

uncle Jerry Murad and me.trust me,he's professional.

abg sani and me..Steve Bi?

Rossa and me(she's very small and petite)

abg yat and me!he's cool and he's the drummer!=)

this guy,it's a long story.first,i took a picture with him.then as we were riding home,kita ternampak dier tengah tunggu taxi jadi kita suruh dier tumpang lah!nk jugak dier tumpang.(tk takut kene culik!)duduk sebelah aku pulak tu!ANGAU JADINYA!DANG!tkpelah Zed,at least you got a chance to ride on Rahimah rahim's car with us! LOL!great great exposure..tapi aku lagi angau asyik terserempak Kamal Adli kat back stage!he has that Crook smile Excusez-moi!

2009-10-16T13:14:00.000+08:00

today's will be be some random post.

i'm totally tired over rehearsals.Simfoni Film Nusantara will be on sunday and Project Hope will be on monday.

Sunday:Simfoni Film Nusantara
venue:Esplanade

Monday:Project Hope
venue: Mediacorp

2009-10-12T18:03:00.000+08:00

i'm down with 3 things.

1st, an old friend who i dont wanna know anymore cants stop calling me and asking"you still remember me?remember?she said that i'm BAD cause i hung up and now i want her to leave me alone.

2nd, i lost interest in my passion.

3rd, life is making me sick.people are making me feel sick.

2009-10-07T13:01:00.000+08:00

i'm down with running nose today.urggh.

i can't breath well and i get quite agitated with everybody.
my eyes is red and my face looked pale.And i felt like a sadistic vampire.haha.
hey,i'm not a filthy bloodsucker okay?hahaha..

2009-10-07T00:28:00.000+08:00

am i open for love?
just because he broke my heart a year ago makes me have a distrust on guys?
and am i pretty sure that i will be like this forever?
being such a stupid lamb?

with such reasons?

am i right?

2009-10-05T13:37:00.000+08:00

yesterday was a tough day for me.PMS. i did a super massive grossed behaviour
and i'm ashamed for that especially during rehearsal**. after that kak rozie,azhar,my dad and i went for late dinner at orchard tower,monkey's cafe.i love the HOT HOT HOT RIBS.i wanna try it again.=))

is it even worth to talk when you end up crying on your bed for feeling guilty?
and is it really that what you are running for will be what you have in your streams a decade later?
and what is the meaning of love?

2009-09-16T23:04:00.000+08:00

i wish i could run to anywhere i could.i can't stand being with the people i know.i need a serious private life with my family.i've grown sick of myself faking around in a world that is full of lies.
why am i here?i mean at the first place?should i regret?i'm agitated.

i wanna run AWAY!!FAR FROM THIS CONTINENT!urggh..

i wish i had a nose job.
i swear i'll go somewhere far in a few warm years.
and is robert &kristen dating?they are confusing everyone..

2009-09-14T19:45:00.000+08:00

okay,i'm counting down on Twilight saga; New Moon.66 days
The New Moon soundtrack, courtesy of Atlantic Records. death cab for cutie - meet me on the Equinox.

ouh i cant wait!!i must make sure that i'm finishing the book before raya.weeee~

2009-09-10T15:54:00.000+08:00

when i was five.smiling without teeth. you should wonder why.haha

-i'm sorry papa.nyai just passed through my mind all of a sudden. and i never meant to brought it up.

-tomorrow i'll start jogging in the afternoon.
-brisk walking ard evening .
i'll start pumping again.i'll do some workouts.
i'm fatter than i suppose.=)goodbye peeps!hehehe

2009-08-31T15:05:00.000+08:00

she's my fashion mentor.=)

hari ini monday.dan sedang berpuasa.u know, yesterday while my mom was cooking ,she asked me to taste her cooking and i was like,hELL Noo...i'm fasting.and she was like,kuat iman kau eh,mcm siaak..!!hehe..biasa lah..kita iman mesti mau kuat.=P

2009-08-29T23:51:00.000+08:00

*me and darling Hafiy.=P

i'm being MEAN today but i just want you guys to know(I MEANT GUYS)

that i will only get into a RELATIONSHIP with someone until i have gotten a Range Rover SUV and superbikes are additional.=)).i will not want to get into a men anymore until i'm 25.thank you.i wanna enjoy myself.and i think if i'm getting into a relationship in my teens age,i'm a loser.=)yes.i dont want all those fucking heartbreaks going on and getting stress about guys plus all other nonsense.get this straight to all BOYS and MEN!i just want to make money and lay cash nicely on my finger and save it for my later life.i just want people to know that i wanna grow up to be a free women and then a women with great responsibility.it's the same as i need air before i can breathe.=))this is my decision.i aint like any other girls.know it.forever.

you know i Suck so let it be.I'm EDGY.

My Longing Car:

being with the right person can only be once and or twice in a lifetime.so i'll only find you once and live with you forever.its a promise that i have made.ps i dont have time for monkey love.-_-

2009-08-27T02:28:00.000+08:00

it's rainy day today..hehe..

god,seriously i'm stress about hari raya..i need to get perfumes,hairdo,shoes,bag,baju raya,make-ups,accessories,blabla..etc.etc..and nmpknya aku kene sponsor rebonding mak aku kat Lenny&Jeffry larh..hehe..okay,this year my family had compromise to wear pink!YEY!okay,i'm all excited.=))yesterday and today i know i've been so irritating and always disturbing my uncle and cousins on Facebook.DUH!hehe..sesungguhnya hari ini aku tidak puasa.tapi aku akan cuba puasa esok.4/30 hari sudah puasa penuh..cheh cheh..n kak linda went to LV Boutique n bought LV neverfull today!hmmph..bag itu menggeramkan..haha..

*you've never tried to save me when i needed you.you find lame excuse and never true.you were never the one to run to even if i loved you.and yeah,i just walk away without a fight.

2009-08-24T16:38:00.000+08:00

my brother.

my cousin.=)
3rd day of fasting month and i'm fasting!yey!it was really a nice family dinner @tampines83.
i cant wait to buy an iphone!
i cant wait for shopping spree!i cant wait for another performance!=P

you know when you miss someone and that person seemed "gone too soon",
it would be pretty upset cause there's no more chance to meet or see,touch,talk,and share with that someone.so the best way is to;cherish every moment with the people you love. and if its difficult though you've tried to,just remember about a time where you have spent together with him/her and always keep that moment in the mind of hearts.

2009-08-19T12:08:00.000+08:00

this picture is making me laugh..haha..memories though.=))

2009-08-18T21:32:00.000+08:00

i'm healthy..yeay!bulan puasa very dekat already..
life..life..life..always there is someone who's trying to turn me off..
but what can i do?warn him and tell him stop pushing stories around and put the blame on me?
take a knife and kill him?confront and then throw shoes on his face??god...such a waste of life if i were gonna do that..
anyway i just wanna say,i miss nafisah.
she Rocks!haha
oh well i guess gotta go.bye.

2009-08-11T07:07:00.000+08:00

gosh..today's finale and i'm having fever!!!
i really wanna wish the contestants all the best and good luck for the back-ups.=)

2009-08-09T22:25:00.000+08:00

heyy guys !
its been a long time...
i'm back in singapore and currently doing back vocals for anugerah..
am soo tired..really..and school too....i have to rush to mediacorp and its tiring seriously...

first day of rehearsal..

second day..

third day...

at gingerbread recording studio..(control room)

anugerah's contestant+back vocals with kak Ann..

and we call it a day..=)
catch the finale every body!

2009-04-25T15:20:00.001+08:00

life life life..it's all about life.

my birthday is coming!!!

my wishes..

-miley cyrus latest album
-i want to meet abg izarr,myra.this is my strongest wish.
-i want lots of (marlboro)

and i want nothing else..

2009-04-08T17:53:00.000+08:00

hey there..and everyone out there..i really miss you guys!!!it's really empty to be somewhere you dont belong to..what they call,"GAIJIN".and everything that you do,it's all alone.no hang outs,fun classmates,and all you do is to follow where your parents go and school really suck here cause people realli mind their own business..and guess what,i watch too many DVDs and its like an addiction!gosh..i reali need to do something with myself..ask daddy to send me to yamaha or play baseball.i'm tired of swimming . guys,i wanna meet you guys there..can we meet?anyone?tag me.kays??

i know that's its over between us but the dark past,black memories,it still haunts me.

2009-03-13T14:52:00.000+08:00

guys,i already stopped schooling in singapore.i really wanted to see all of my mates for the last time but i cant.

lately i've been thinkin about haslinda.i miss her.its like i'm soo damn bored since she went in.i've been waiting for her return but its already 10 days now and no news from her.it seems that i really have to wait for another 2 years.why each time i have found something good in my life it went away so fast?and why something bad in my life always ends late?but will the good that went away comes back?i want the gang to reunite and i will wait till the time comes up.

btw my apartment is fuckin boring and all i could do was swimming,eat,sleep,watch the latest dvds..
and life was damn bored without friends.shopping seems soo boring.money is like tokens to me.eat shit.haha..i want to rempit...i want a bike..i want to go back to school..i want to hang out with gangs like last time..klah..gtg..byebye.

the aura is getting stronger here and i'm fading away from there..
*i love my i.c.

2009-02-28T17:30:00.000+08:00

hellow!

2009-02-12T21:07:00.000+08:00

i'm sick of people who talk behind my back and being nice on my eyes.let me tell you,you guys are fuckers.dont make me humiliate you.i dont care who you are.my boss,classmate,teacher,family, or relatives.the end..

pals,stop calling me MINAH REMPIT!LOL.

seriously i'm not one..but..i think i have my interest in bikes(especially superbike)
and i wanna have a mat motor boyfriend!!haha!kiwak!!berangan sak aku.
well,i suddenly wanna let go my interest in playing piano and forget about every part of it.

to my readers,i think this is like the happiest time of my life ever.never felt this happy before.just waiting for my bestfriend haslinda to return.and now,i wont give a shit to ppl anymore.want fight,come uh.wanna make friends, ur welcome.=)

btw i need helmet.of course i cant get ARAI but i think i wanna buy nova dot.need to work out in saving money or else,what to do..steal helmet lorhh..haha..jkjk..

*minah kental+perasan=go and die.

*lelaki yang tidak mengerti soal cinta=pergi jahanam.

*i cant tahan lookin at R4!!!

this are just my inner thoughts okay..haha..so jgn terasa taw..

2009-02-07T20:14:00.000+08:00

hey there..i'm at home now..msia.its kinda bored today cause i'm not werking and i already off my schedule for 1 month.get this,i cant quit yet!i hate to say that i wanna leave singapore school actually but i really have to.its really not easy to come in and out all the time.well if everyone wants to know the true story about the schools in msia,even the private schools dont have 'o'levels and only spm.but if take private 'n' and 'o' ,then it will be okay. the stupid private schools needs a deposit of 3k+monthly fees.this is drivin me crazy and my parents have had enuff of me.if i were to go to a religious school,it does not need any deposits but i swore to you if my parents were to get me into such school,i will run away and far2 away and n never return!

i miss my bestfriend..lynn,i know i sound pathetic but,i'm still waiting for you.2 years or 20 years,i'll be waiting.i've never felt so lonely before..everyday i walk down the streets,no jokes,no laughters,just silence or maybe the sounds of cars..i miss the times where we hang out.especially the time when you came to msia and had an outing with apiz and khairee..now khairee is like so called "wanted" and you are inside.apiz is fucking buzy..

now,about love..

seriously,my heart is already close for now..i dont wanna be heartbroken again.

till then..

2009-01-11T18:21:00.000+08:00

heylo watsup everybody.right now i'm already at malaysia.its quite bored here especially when you have no plans.but it will be damn fucking fun when you hang out with your members!!going to stulang,danga bay,diva ktv @ tebrau,and speeding along the expressway phoyooh! and also when your members from spore come here and we do all these activities,gerek!!and guess what everyone,i'm taking car driving license in 2 years that is when i'm 17!!wakakaka!!so to all my singapore pals,byebye..i take license first hor..no envy2 okay!!btw now i'm stress actually.this cny i'm supposed to work 4 days berturut2 and my parents were like 'we are going down to KL!no questions ask!wtf??it fucks me!shit!

2008-12-24T00:28:00.000+08:00

i just came cack from werk and i'm pathetically in pain especially my back and my legs.gosh.

i'm very busy and i will get busier during january.

school+homework+revision+6 days work=busy!
sorry to anyone who needs me or want to meet me or miss me or wanna fight(LOL),
on february okay?okay.haha.i will blanja if you wan go out with me okay?

2008-12-16T01:19:00.000+08:00

i've never blog-hop for a long time.i have not even entered any except for naf & iqah.havent go syimah's which she told me she had changed her blog.perhaps i will blog-hop tomorrow cause i cant stay long here.i'm very sad.too many things happen.not my fault but kena also.love come and go.ppl come and go.hatred come and go.problems come and go.so its means that i have to give back to you whatever that you give me.

always said i would noe where to find love and said i'm ready and strong enuff.but indeed i dont.

-i dont.

2008-12-13T00:01:00.000+08:00

i just got back from home and its like 12am.i thought if i was gonna stay at mcdonalds.haha..

now i'm confused and you might think i'm crazy.i have 2 guys with me and i just dont know which to choose?gosh.mr right or mr left?both are from the 99%.one is serious and the other,i'm not sure.why am i always stuck in this position?pls help me.today before i got home i rested at mcdonalds with elton,maggie,roy and haslinda.

this is the 1% guy.haha.he's name is elton.he's super skinny i swear.LOL!

and this is the girl which roy called her dog.her name is maggie mee.haha..

2008-12-08T01:25:00.000+08:00

guess what?
i'm agitated.
guess what?
i just cut my hair=))

well..i'm quite tired and ppl have been asking me to slp.LOL.but here i am..blog hoppin like there's no tmr..haha
fred perry is runnin' through my mind..and i'm havin quite a problem with myself now(with my self nth to do with anyone!haha)too many uncertain things going wrong.and i need to fix it..go for surgery?ya right..i'm too vain!okay..this mornin no one mxg me except for lynn..not even him!yea..because he's very busy and the other HIM was msging me and i cant tahan.haaa!!!after work ard 10+ then alot of ppl was msging .ya alot.lucky he got msg me.hehe..=))now i pretend to everyone that im sleepin and noe one is msging me.smart beybeh!wow!i'm so happy that ppl are missing me somehow..hehe..salam aidiladha everybody and even to the non-muslim!tmr not workin beybeh and no double pay siol!!!

i need this bermudas urgently..can tell me where i could get it??msg me or mail me or tag me on friendster if you noe!!

2008-12-06T01:08:00.000+08:00

aaaahh..i'm back!
its been more than two weeks i nvr meet him.and finally yesterday night i met him.
and with the suffering i had with these particular guy the whole day,he made my day.
well,what else do i dO?COMPLAIN TO HIM ABOUT THAT GUY LAH...hehe..miss him sehhh..
we sat on the staircase and we talk..then we went to mac and bought food and sent me home.=)it was just awhile like 20 mins talk and i have to go because its 11.15.sad..nvm la..because i was quite tired anyway..and this afternoon i catch a movie;Four Christmases!funny seh!...k..gtg..

p.s.
can anyone tell me where to get authentic fred perry polo tee ?in singapore?

2008-11-29T11:30:00.000+08:00

hey,i'm movin out pretty soon yea..just havin a count down.
gosh..pretty worried about my piano..how to transport it ?i cant leave it here.right?

btw i just found a review about twilight movie and here it is.but this is a review from the u.s. the movie was already out there.

by:heather,40.

I gave this movie a "2" because the only other worse movie I saw was a Jackie Chan action movie. As a HUGE fan of the books, I thought this movie was lacking in every aspect. The acting was terrible, the movie was 90% character closeups, and the dialog was cheesy at best.

The only actor that I felt did any real acting was the guy playing James. He was awesome. I realize everyone else was only doing what the director told them to do, so I blame the director.

I wasn't sure if the reason I hated this movie was because (1) I'm not a teenager and I don't think Rob Patterson is hot, or (2) because I read the book so I know what was missing and I know what was happening next. I didn't feel any chemistry between Edward and Bella, I felt no suspense, and the first hour and a half of the movie was BORING! My sister went with me, and she hasn't read the books, and she thought the movie stunk also.

My mom bought my ticket and on the ride home, I told her I'd pay her back the $9.50 for my admission. I hope the people who create this movie read these reviews, and I hope they make New Moon a better movie. I will probably go see New Moon, but I'll wait till it's at the dollar theatres.

My advice..........stick to the books.

By: Francesca S.

Okay, i have been reading these reviews and all i have been reading is negativity. I am apolled at how critical we all are of this movie. We must remember that a movie portraying a book is never as good as...but we have to at least give credit where credit is due.

Yes the scenes were rushed, Edward and Bella's love was not as descriptive as in the book but please everyone lets give credit where credit is due. Never walk into a movie that has been redone from a book and expect it to be the Book...it just doesnt happen. The Book will always be more descriptive, always have those feelings that you cant help but be drawn into it as if you live within the characters and you can feel there every beat of their hearts and thoughts...okay maybe it needed a bit more emotions but i feel that the characters all played their parts as characters from the book. Bella was just a simple girl caught up in something bigger than her...i thought Kristen played the part perfect. Edward was a self loathing 108 vampire who wanted to drink Bellas Blood and found something more...i feel Robert played his part to a T. What is everyone so angry about?

Catherine Hardwicke, i applaud her because in order to satisfy the fans she tried her hardest to include all the parts/scenes from the book that we all love in a matter of 2 hours. How can you put a 600 + page book into a movie? She tried so hard to please us and all we are doing is throwing it back in her face. I dont know if the movie could have been done better? That is something that we will never know but try to see it as a movie that wasnt a book before.

When i went the first time to watch Twilight...i didnt go into it with much expectation of it being WOW factor. I walked in thinking i am happy to see the book come to life to the best of its ability. I was sitting there comparing the movie to the book in every scene and i did not enjoy it much. I was angry with myself because i dont think i gave it the chance it deserved. My husband absolutely loved it and he has not read any of the books, i on the other hand didnt hate it but because i was constantly comparing it to the book it left me with wanting more.

So a few days later i went back by myself to re watch it. You know what i took my time, didnt think of how the book was and watched Bella And Edwards relationship come full course. Yes it was rushed but i did feel the love there this time. It wasnt as a big boom as in the book but subtle but so there. I reccommend to watch it again and just enjoy it not compare.

I think the whole cast did a wonderful job and i wish them all luck on New Moon. Looking so forward to this. Lets have an open mind everyone....

well,this was all the compliments from the people who have watch twilight.some negative,okay mostly negative.but some are trying to be fair enough.i thought it was gonna be some wow movies.and worst,someone rated 2?okay..i havent watch so i hope i could prove them wrong.what if i cant?hmm.

2008-11-27T00:12:00.000+08:00

today is a wonderful day.mom and dad went out while my brothers and sister and i stayed at home.as usual,i watched the tv and also packed up some of my stuffs especially the dumbass costumes which i had to clear it because its messin' my room.brr.haha..well,nth much to say for today.gtg.(=

2008-11-21T23:21:00.001+08:00

heylo..wassup today??

on MC for 6days from work!!aahhh!!!sore eyes is killing me!!!
sunday i'll be working from 8am-1pm..pheww..gonna be a fcuking busy month for me yeah.
but its worth it.damn worth it.at last i'm the one who's satisfied with the remarks right?
ouh i just cant wait..but how bout mom and dad?are they?.....of course!now i'm finding a way out of how to settle my six months job contract.gosh...maybe i'll stop before june or after june.

*ouh cant wait to watch twilight!but with whom?

2008-11-21T00:54:00.000+08:00

2008 is going to be an end and the upcoming years are coming to us.just like 2009.
since its november,i'll be working part time.well only for the mean time.daddy is gonna pursue his dream.i mean,he's gonna sing again at night clubs.well,that will save us as a family.pheww!moving to somewhere out of singapore soon and i'll tell you where and when just after i've reach my new hometown.i hope to continue schooling here but at the same time i feel like joining international school but mum decline..so still schooling here and final result not out yet.but guys,get these right,its not confirm 100% yet so just wait till i update about these matter again okay?hehe(and these means everything that i wrote)guess what i'm suffering from now-sore eyes!

p.s.
i cant believe that zac efron bought vanessa a $50,000 vintage Louis Vuitton steamer trunk!gosh..even vanessa wouldnt spent her money on it.and to her,its just a piece of art.wow!